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-SuperSweetSylvianne-
Meridian JC

Child Of God:D
30.06.1990
Hello!



Tuesday, January 30

HI:)

went to school today in slippers, since i sprained my ankle yesterday during training.i hate the fact that i always don't care about my leg whenever i sprain it during training,thinking it's nothing. only to find myself playing and running more, & when i reach home, my ankle's like swollen and pain. so stupid la. so pain la.

and while walking to school today with the SMELLY lit teacher,haha. (SMELLY is like kinda his petphrase)he said i was stupid cos i didn't go bandage my ankle, so no one will believe that i actually sprained my ankle. haha. actually he's quite nice. didn't have a good impression of him at first, but he's actually quite cool la.

& let's talk about chinese. yesterday clarissa, rongy& joyce ponned lesson. hate it when i have to tell the teacher that they are like somewhere in school, and tat they ponned. especially they're like my close friends. today they ponned again, and the teacher asked me so many questions about where they were.could'nt possibly tell her that the happily left when the gate opened at 1.30. so i had to lie through my teeth, and tell her that they were sick. obviously she did not believe me la. the 3 of them ponned yesterday, and so coincidentally the 3 of them are sick today. maybe i'm over-ly stressing myself, but i tell you ah, it's like every minute she goes "xiu wen remember to do this & that and this &that". and she says the exact thing like 3 or 4 times to remind me.

econs lecture was fine, clarissa, rongy terrence and i were sitting in the very front row, and we were playing bingo like throughout the lecture. of course we were listening la!:)

chem was even better. it's like i;m going there and just sitting there, getting aircon w/o understanding anything. i'm so gonna take H1. chemistry. no more H2. it sucks.
played some tic-tac-toe with zhirong, &the winner would decide if we should go to the canteen during the 5 minutes interval to buy food, before heding for tutorial. he won, but that super loser, purposely chose not to go. and tried acting like me,whenever i tried persuading them to go for lessons. so irritating la! for him, it was just sweet revenge. while for us, we just went to class, hungry. what a loser.

wanted to pon gp after chinese, but felt kinda bad cos our botak teacher is rather nice la.he's like 60+ and is super funny.like oh mygosh, he's not the lame funny, he's the veryfunny funny type:)


i'm like one tutorial behind already, and i need to start work soon. hopefully my leg will be better tomorrow, so i can train :)


BYE.


Last Updated @ 10:21 PM





Monday, January 29

HEY!

i'm sosososo tired and i feel so drained:(
just got home from training, today was just training.no more friendly games.
managed to achieve much and coach was v pleased with all of us.


&& haha. coach praised me! (yippie)cause he said that he was very surprised with my performance today!hahaha:)
like yeah.
haha i shan't be bhb to type out everything that he said. but i've still got things to improve on.but training's going v well now, and i really don!t know what's gonna happen after the release of results.


and mr leong(SMELLY lit teacher) like called me to go over to him after training, and he started to like ask me why i didn't come on thursday and friday:) haha. actually i pon-ed thursday's lesson. and i didnt come on friday. haha.
but apparently he saw me playing baskeetball on friday during training. haha. so it was quite weird trying to tell him that i pon lessons but came to school at 5 for training. but he was quite cool la. and i'll come for your lesson tomorrow la mr leong!


tok bus home with the 854 gang, haha. that's what the guys call themselves. it's quite fun cos when do you have the chance to take a LOONG bus ride with 5 guys. all smelly, and dirty. haha.
& i think the 6 of us totally created so much noise in the bus la.


so i;m here, tired, with a huge pile of homework. and i mean HUGE. clarissa and i were super stressed today. i mean, we come to school and there's apparently, MATHS,ECONS,CHINESE,AND CHEMISTRY homework to be handed in.
and all our classmates, have happily either passed it up, or their starting on the next tutorial already.
my goodness:(


like crazy la.
and the chinese teacher is super stressing me out la., cos i;m like the wonderful CHINESE REP. and haiyo, everything that she asks of me is super demanding, that's how i feel la.maybe i;m just not used to being asked to do so many things at one time.


bye! gonna start or maybe try looking thru some of my notes, and doing my homework.
:)

and what am i to do, if you're ashamed of me-
your so called friend.


Last Updated @ 10:39 PM





Sunday, January 28

church today! was allright. went for second service together with mummy & sissies.
didn't talk to many people, except irritating poh again.
i think it's like an accumulation of talking to her that i have ever sunday, especially since we don't see each other 24/7, so she gets v irritated when i keep talking and talking to her.haha. it's quite funny. to see her so frustrated with me, oh and emily came today:)
open sunday today, cos parents meet the teachers meeting was held today.& i certainly hope that aunty mona don't go around telling my mum that i seem to be hundred miles away in lalaland whenever we have lessons agaain.
headed for lunch at different taste with sissies, debbie and hui jin.& headed home.
oh my gosh, i'm so bored typing all these.
& i don't know if i'm psycho-ing myself now, but i feel really sick. like really.
(and i still wanna go to school tomorrow.)
told sissies about what's happening with me this few days,and it felt good sharing everything with them.(thank God for sissies), but everything's still so crap. and i'm feeling like crap too.
and it's not like i am psychoing myself to feel like that, the feeling just flies straight to me.
haiyo.
training tomorrow!:) i'm excited. finally it's a real training, where coach is gonna make us practice on our defense, and not some friendlygames.
and hi cynthia! i MISS you! and thanks for that superduper sweet message! so nice! :)


Last Updated @ 6:44 PM





Saturday, January 27

apparently, my mother read something of mine, somewhere, somehow i don't know.
and she's all about,not wanting me to stay on with bAsketball and yj.

and i don't know why, but i'm feeling quite sad now.
never in my wildest dreams who i have ever thought i'll get attached so fast.
especially to basketball.

oh dear.
how?



this time i'll make my own decision,
and i hate the feeling, of geting distracted everythime i see you.
& i know it's impossible.


Last Updated @ 11:43 PM







i had such a scare just now!
thought my blog just died-ed on me la.

just watched the soccer match between sing and m'sia.
all hail SINGAPORE! imagine their stamina. like running for 120 minutes. i play basketball for one quarter and i am like gonna fall down and die la, but those people, so good la!
i like lionel lewis la! he's good-looking!

it's 11.15pm now! funny thing happened today! i woke up, and it was like so dark still so i decided to get mu l;azy butt out of my bed, washed up, changed and was ready to walk out of the house to go for a run when i realised that it was 11.15AM. i thought it was only 7something. so funny la!

so basically, i;ve just wasted my whole day in front of the television AGAIN. sometimes i feel so super guilty to watch tv for so long hours la! and you feel even more guilty when you jolly well know you have 3 tests next week, and 3 trainings next week. which means, no time at all to study.
OH MY GOSH SYL! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?

talked to nicholas yesterday, and it turned out to be like a mini-debate about everything(it's always been like that la)haha. he's working at a high-class supermarket at orchard towers now.it's like a super blackmarket la. everything they sell 1.5times more expensive than normal supermarkets.and his pay sucks la. i don't even know why he still continues working there.

oh well, gotta try starting to practice maths. like TRY.

BYE!:)


Last Updated @ 11:14 PM





Friday, January 26

ponned school today! though my dad was dead against it. but aiyah, so boring la school. anyway clarissa and i already decided to not go to school.

so i stayed home, and tried to study. but my attempts always fail. so i ended up watching tv and using the computer. as usual, i know.

went to school in the later part for basketball. i had a feeling i should not go, cos it was either i was not gonna paly, or it was gonna rain. in the end, both of my sixth sense same true!
didn't get to play, cos it was in the middle of the second quarter that the game was cancelled,due to the very heavy rain.

poor eleanor like sprained her ankle real badly la! it was like so terrible can, suspects it's another torn ligament, cos she has torn it like 2 times already, so i kinda helped her. and while doing so, mr wong gave us a lift to the interchange! haha thankyou!:)
and i hope eleanor's fine man, she can't let her parents know cause her parents are against the idea of her playing bball. well let's see.

i'll gonna sleep now. yet another day of no accomplishments.

and poh: hoped you had a great day at work,! tell me how it goes okay?!


Last Updated @ 11:32 PM





Wednesday, January 24

yesterday: 24th of january

friendly with milenia institue. after we lost do miserably to nanyang on friday, i think we all decided to try even harder and not get intimidated by their aggressiveness. yesterday's game was good! we won the match with a 22points difference. i think it was like 52-30. yup!played 2 quarters, with a lot of shitty passes and so random shots. luckily coach didn't scream or shout at me la. but he said that i did a good job with defend. :)
another game with another school on friday! looking forward to it!

i love playing basketball, especially competitively, cos it gives you such a great feeling!

&i really don't know if i should stay on in yj. it started out with hating school, and now i'm like thinkingthinking of stating cause of basketball. aiyah, i left bedok north knowing fully well that i'll have to give up being the captain of the girls' basketball team. & i don't really want to leave yj, after training so hard together with all the lovelies there!
( i don't even know if i am making sense), cause my mind is filled with whether
1.i should join my subhouse grp to watch the soccer match between sing&malaysia on sat,
2.how to tell my dad i am ponning school tomorrow
3.when i should go to spotlight to buy my dye
4. all the irritating tests next week onwards!:(


&poh: i'm so sorry i'm like so busy. basketball completly drains out every single bit of energy that i have left after a whole day of boring lectures. i know that i'm been standing you up for alot of times, and you have every right to get angry( if you want to la), but i understand. & i'll try to meet up with you soon! :)lovelove

oh yah! i've got a very close friend from my class her name's really pretty la!
it's CLARISSA RAYCHEL KANG KAY LEE.
we started out like not talking to each other cos i thought she was a proud little spoiltbrat can! and she thought i was someone she could not get along with! haha.
but we're like super close now! and we talked for like so long yeaterday. until like 2 am on the phone/.but it was fun la. we shared so much stuff. but i was practically falling asleep, and my dad didnt allow me to pon school today( so supeer irritating). while clarissa was gonna pon cause she's sick.she's really cool to hang out with, and i ponned my first chem lecture with her. and i tell you i felt SUPERSUPER guilty. like ohmygosh. joycee calls me a ween(whatever that means) os im too scared to pon lessons. haha. i bet she won't pon also la!


Last Updated @ 6:37 PM





Saturday, January 20

basketball game with nanyang jc yesterday night.was rather nervous cos it was gonna be the first competivite ball game i had in one year.even though we lost, ( well we all knew we would,cos we only had one practice with the j2 before we wentfor the game.) we had great fun and it one way or another brought the team closer.

played 1&1/2 game, and they were so aggressive, managed to get a penalty shot. though the first shot totally sucked. and when i had to take my second shot, i was like panting and panting, telling myself i had to do it.and the ball just well straight into the net. thank God! & coach was like shoutin" very good.very good" :):)

i am playing centre in basketball. and i so totally need to improve on my stamina.i love the track in the school. on monday while we were having our break, i went to run with my friend, alone on the track. super fun to run la.

&pe is jc is totally totally harsh. after running 2.4during training on wednesday, we had to run like another 2.4km for pe.like oh my gosh.so super gross la.

anyway went to tungloke today@paramount for dimsum with mum and sissies. really good la! all the prawns:)
headed to parkway to pick up mum shoes, and she bought another pair of wedges. i saw this pair of white wedges, really nice:)but the price also very nice. $80 bucks.
& today was the first time that i could just take shoes off from the racks to slip it on to wear. haha. poh should know what i mean.

& joycelyn and i got into a small argument today.but i shan't say what happened. it was like both of our faults la. i remember the last time we kinda fought and got angry with each other was last year, when she threw away my flower thingy. made me cry lorh, & i ended up crying to my sisters and mummy and telling then what happened. so funny la. but we're all okay already.i've always thought that arguments between friends bring them closer, but nope, i'll never want to get angry with poh again man. (: she's like my closest friend, right poh:)


Last Updated @ 4:04 PM





Tuesday, January 2

I'M BAAACCCKKK!
will blog alot about JAPAN! had a great time!
but i'll only blog when i'm feeling less shity.
(& all the negative adjectives that you use to describe feelings)

&i'm dreading school badly. like SERIOUSLY.

& i am in no mood to blog.
i hate embracing change.
& tomorrow 3rd january 2007, will be yet another journey that i have to take.
i'm not excited. i am going to cry. because
1.i am going to miss tk. the teachers, and my dearestdearest friends.
2.yishun jc is everything and more the same as bedok north.-i hate the feeling
3. what if i have no friends.HOW!?? absolutely no one from tk is going to yishun.

i am really stressed out. i screwed up everything so badly.
& yes, it's easy to say that God has a purpose, yeahyeah. but i really really can't comprehend this fact.

well the only think i can think of is that God is providing me an oppotunity to do quiet time on the 50 minutes bus journey to yishun interchange, before changing to another bus.
maybe he put me in yishun to give me time to do Q.T.
well...


well pray for me guys.
cause i am really gonna cry.
i'm going for a swim with nat, and hopefully, i'll be able to clear my mind for a while.


:(


Last Updated @ 7:07 PM